Somewhere To Write

Posted by Anonymous on 2013/04/14 under Uncategorized

so i had this crush on my best friend since we became friends freshman year and this year when we started hanging out outside of school and got closer i though it was a good thing…well i was wrong. it’s like everyone has 2 sides how they’re like at school and how they’re like outside of school. anyway so in school he’s like the ideal quiet perfect child, smart, shy, respectful,super religious, outgoing and he’s pretty hot, lots of girls like him, but he’s a little anti social so he doesn’t really talking to a lot of girls besides me,anyway the thing is i loved these things about him i love guys who are smart and respectful, i love how he’s pasionate about god, he seemed like mannered guy, his qualities made him appear mature. but once we started hanging outside of school i noticed all the things i didn’t notice before. for one ya he’s smart but he can be too smart, a small mistake on my part, like not knowing who someone is, can lead to a whole history lesson, and he can make me feel really stupid. and yes he’s polite but not always, to strangers yes to really close friends… not so much it’s like the closer we get the ruder he gets… i’m a girl so i’m not used to boys rough housing so when him and my other guy friend mess around and shove each other i stay out of it, but he doesn’t exactly leave me out of the pushing anymore, the butt munch shoved me last time we hung out and the time before that he pushed me off the bed, and not to mention the jerk slapped me o.O i mean i know we’re friends but hey im still a girl i don’t play like that and you’d think that was the last straw but it wasn’t the one thing that pretty much made me move on was him saying “shut up” yup i don’t know i just hate it when people say that it gets to me every time. i used to make excuses thinking well he’s a boy and they rough house but the more i thought about it i was like this ain’t cute anymore your not as mature as i thought you were and i’m moving on yes your still my best friend but will we have a future together?….um no i know you too well now

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